Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Balls to You!

Do not be taken aback by the adage above! Pretty interesting incidents i'd love to share:


-> Last week i found myself on a rather stupendous surreal situation where i was penning a poem which my 'distraught' imagination exculpated a rather horrifying case where i made a real good commercial movie into a verse of about 8 stanzas! Plagairism?(pardon me for the erroneous spelling) , yup! it was!! But rest assured it was well liked by the patient audience!

Then came upon this creature of exotica, his frugal self he was but his confidence was something i'd admire and would never forget. A junior with so much presence, fearless, a guy who wont mind die fighting! And thus so was his title.... "BALLS TO YOU!". The judges who were old fashioned and rather in their late forties were in a fix! Recite well he did his poem, of the very vulgarity were the others and me taken! He's got a huge way to go!


--> A rather adventitious game being played around me,
of recent and immediate past was the scene,
a cold war people may say,
All i'd call it is a pure game of disarray!
What am i talkin about?! :P
Kindly fill your comments bereft of doubt!


--> So glad Bob dylan won the Pulitzer Prize! Great men are often brought down by cynics and sceptics. So did the same happen to 'THE MAN'! What he did for america is awesomely understated!

->> Stem cells from skin to cure brain diseases!! A cure for parkinson?! WOW! Imagine that ppl! ANd the article said they've tested it on a rat! Hmmm i hear you get paid if u go in as a test patient! I don mind trying it the day i feel the "WOrld is not enough!" :P haha rest assured i'd die on the road some day.

--> Stop the burning torch of olympics?! There wont be a need! What with so many countries against it, we'd have lesser players! SO let this be a chance for the not so lucky ones last time round! :-) Balls to the captalists!

-> Wish i was in the 18th century and had the privilege to meet the Great Adolf Hitler! Apart from his various wrong doings....his power was something which defied any logic considering the then modern execution of the 'civilised' world! Tho his mush'd make me keep a good distance from him! :-P

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Sanity vs TIME!?

AM i sane? Or is the world? How's it that i find myself always at the wrong end of it?
Life's takes us through a wild ride, one that we may treasure till the end of our time or those which we'd love to forget!
The concept of time travel has always been a great fantasy to the so called freako-maniacs who just love wasting their time to find a way! For god sakes there cant be a way! Men have wasted their entire lives trying to search for a solution, dedication you may say! but i'd say 'bloody jerks!'. For what are we gifted with this human life?! to find a way to defy the very nature of the space and the world we so dearly thrive upon!
What bothers me at times is the very fact that i and millions like me have so carelessly and literally raped this earth of its dying resources for nearly 20 years!That'd be like err nearly 7200 blasphomous days of pure prejudice and blunder! "its purpose that created us, purpose that pulls us,drives us,defines us. Its purpose that binds us!" Yup u got that right...its agent smith alright! :-) I just so wish my life too had a purpose! What with so many creatures of my kind i meet every day i feel am as normal as the others but never did all as a whole ponder! WHY ARE WE HERE!?
Not many would know the answer to the question! Tho untill now the reader may feel am goin the vedic or the biblical or any sort of spiritual way but rest assured.....am far from it! "All of us are like the stars in the night sky! Some shine all the time, some shine out late and some bloom early and die! Its those who shine forever(like the pole star) can feel "Ok our purpose is justified!" " Unfortuantely there's no world automated as such where ppl are eleminated once they've lost their purpose! Guess thats what makes us human after all!

Never have i felt a greater desire or a zeal therein which'd drive me to somehow change this world the way i want! Should i look the Second Life?! haha no way! That place's for loosers! World 's my playground and i hope its for all others too! Every day is a new battle, a part of the long war against death , a war against nature, a war against men!

Going back to the time travel, it seems more like a rather sluggish approach to just pull over a facade hiding the fact that we have gone no where close to the answer! Amazing theories of strings , universe and the use of laser light and stuff are samples of great postulates which was the ,and will continue to be a great outcome of further futile research in this concept!

If indeed we come up with one.....all i want to see is the future, not of me but of mankind! As i re-iterate....


For men may come and men may go,
Naught all but men, reap what they sow!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Humans: The virtuisque

A rather eventful day and things strange took place. As a 'devoted' member of the infamous 'e-blah' letter committee i found myself looking distraught and rather unkempt which i do feel so normally, but today was a different level! Thus was the counsel of the 'lugubrious' minds congregated at that opportune moment in the cabin we so dearly hold in high esteem! Pitty that not many get to live out their lives with so many choices. For i find a basic pattern in my life which has a quintessential and most unnerving agony one can ever experience or rather taste the so called disillusioned self belief that life can be handled with a rather laid back approach!
What i wish to convey is both 'abominable' and may be treated as a philosophical treatise on a rather simple subject which many may seem to hold untrue to the very existence of such a scenario, or reality to me and people of my kin which is what it actually is! I begin with a very simple observation. What made humans the dominant species on the mysterious and yet blasphemous world? The answer would not need a sense of master yoda nor the 'force' within! Yup, its the brain. One of the most amazing and yet uncomprehensive piece of plasma and accompanied with it the wonderful mixture of the so called elements of nature coupled with the ever empathised syllable 'evolution', humans have indeed progressed. Progress does have a limit. That limit is precisely what i try to describe in this quest for answers. Confused? Your on the right track bob! For thats exactly where we're heading!
As the movie matrix may seem rather hysterical with the depth of the concept of the movie and to have a 'make-believe' response to the audience who in india , unfortunately paid for it just for the action, which undoubtedly were amazing. But a rather miniscule percentage are those who feel there is a matrix and we could indeed be the 'Residiual Self Image' . But the story is far from that dimension! We feel it all the time! The life in us tends to guide us or we feel so if not too often. Human instinct is not a god's gift! Though i do believe some have it more than others but it all comes down to habitat! In a civilised world humans have completely negated all the jungle instincts and has adapted himself in a variety of ways to suit the world he lives in, thereby maintaining the threatening balance of the word 'biosphere'.
We see it happen all the way. A keen look into people's behaviour (ours included) reveals rather alarming trends in human and psychic discontent of failure and the thirst to stay on top and the very ultimate and most priced and yet widely criticised paper of sheet which we humans call 'money'! As it was rightly pointed out 'We humans are like a disease, spreading one place to another consuming all the resources,until it runs dry and then move over somewhere else and multiply and multiply till there's none left again!' It is beyond doubt we're heading to a major event which would indeed shake the very foundation of the word 'evolution' but the power to restrict that or invite it lies with the dominant species! "All dominant species oversee a rather disastrous and a Very quick End". What would be ours then?! It need not and is Definitely not a concern i intend to share but the very curiosity in me urges the research in the domain of human evolution and the End of the world as i see it. Rather interesting observations thus obtained tend to alter the very manner in which you may see life as it is now! But do you ever ponder over such things!?

' Where is the sound of the sparrow squeak,
of the burrows and the rustle of the leafless trees.

For not in this world is the sanity of old,
but is old really the bare stone of gold?

Hustle and bustle and anger outside the pane,
is what you get in this world of pain.

ALAS! What man has made of man!'