Sanity vs TIME!?

AM i sane? Or is the world? How's it that i find myself always at the wrong end of it?
Life's takes us through a wild ride, one that we may treasure till the end of our time or those which we'd love to forget!
The concept of time travel has always been a great fantasy to the so called freako-maniacs who just love wasting their time to find a way! For god sakes there cant be a way! Men have wasted their entire lives trying to search for a solution, dedication you may say! but i'd say 'bloody jerks!'. For what are we gifted with this human life?! to find a way to defy the very nature of the space and the world we so dearly thrive upon!
What bothers me at times is the very fact that i and millions like me have so carelessly and literally raped this earth of its dying resources for nearly 20 years!That'd be like err nearly 7200 blasphomous days of pure prejudice and blunder! "its purpose that created us, purpose that pulls us,drives us,defines us. Its purpose that binds us!" Yup u got that right...its agent smith alright! :-) I just so wish my life too had a purpose! What with so many creatures of my kind i meet every day i feel am as normal as the others but never did all as a whole ponder! WHY ARE WE HERE!?
Not many would know the answer to the question! Tho untill now the reader may feel am goin the vedic or the biblical or any sort of spiritual way but rest assured.....am far from it! "All of us are like the stars in the night sky! Some shine all the time, some shine out late and some bloom early and die! Its those who shine forever(like the pole star) can feel "Ok our purpose is justified!" " Unfortuantely there's no world automated as such where ppl are eleminated once they've lost their purpose! Guess thats what makes us human after all!

Never have i felt a greater desire or a zeal therein which'd drive me to somehow change this world the way i want! Should i look the Second Life?! haha no way! That place's for loosers! World 's my playground and i hope its for all others too! Every day is a new battle, a part of the long war against death , a war against nature, a war against men!

Going back to the time travel, it seems more like a rather sluggish approach to just pull over a facade hiding the fact that we have gone no where close to the answer! Amazing theories of strings , universe and the use of laser light and stuff are samples of great postulates which was the ,and will continue to be a great outcome of further futile research in this concept!

If indeed we come up with one.....all i want to see is the future, not of me but of mankind! As i re-iterate....


For men may come and men may go,
Naught all but men, reap what they sow!